Cherry Vanilla
Poetry
Mr. Pancake
for Norman Fisher to celebrate my inclusion into his archive at MOCA Jacksonville
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Oh magic little wheel of fun
bubbling in my head
I dream of you the whole night thru
while lying in my bed
I check the morning sunshine
turn on the local news
I fix myself a pan o' cakes
and watch the butter ooze
Oh how round and brown you are
Oh how much you please me
You go down so sweet and hot
I love it when you squeeze me
into satin skin-tight pants
out to meet the day
I can hold you 'till tomorrow
Mr. Pancake, you're okay!
Norman Fisher collected art. But, much in the way Andy Warhol did, Norman also collected artists. And I was lucky enough to be among them. He paid my rent a couple of times, and gifted me the first black cashmere Halston hoodie anyone had ever seen. He also managed to pull me out of a deep, dark depression one Christmas by having an eight-foot tall, fully decorated, live Christmas tree, along with an overflowing basket of gourmet goodies, delivered to my fifth-floor NYC walk-up loft in Chelsea. Not to mention my London punk-rock years, where I got to live in a gorgeous Victorian flat on Redcliffe Square, thanks to Norman's art-world connections.
While hanging out at Norman's notorious Manhattan salon, along with an array of both starving and accomplished artists -- often including William Burroughs, Philip Glass, Lance Loud, Patti Smith, Richard Serra, Dickie Landry and more -- it would not be unusual to be seated on the sofa between the latest Vogue supermodel and some totally S&M attired creature, conversing from behind his full black leather mask, metal-spiked harness and nipple-piercings. To say Norman's social circle was eclectic, would be to put it mildly. It was the 1970's hippest and most exclusive collection of New York A-list undergrounders, gathering almost daily at Norman's busy buzzy penthouse high above Abingdon Square in Greenwich Village. And I always felt so privileged to be included.
Though I inquired of Norman many times what I could do for him in return for his friendship and generosity, the only thing he ever asked of me was to introduce him to David Bowie, which I did, and that I occasionally recite for him his favorite poem of mine.
... for Vangelis (sing to Chariots of Fire melody)
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Good morning my darling
I hope you slept well
My dreams were about you
and Heaven and Hell
The view from your rooftop
The rover on Mars
I'll never forget you
My star beyond stars
You showed me a world so wonderful
that none can compare
I never once had to fear or doubt
I knew you'd be there
Remember, my darling
That's what you would say
Remember, my darling
It's easy that way
Remember that stardust
is all we're made of
Remember, my darling
Remember my love
Don't worry about what's coming next
You're been there before
Don't worry that soon your life will end
And you'll be no more
Don't fret about aches and pains and fears
Throw open the door
Just think about all the lives you've lived
and what you came for
Remember, my darling
That's what you would say
Remember, my darling
It's easy that way
Remember that stardust
is all we're made of
Remember, my darling
Remember my love
Like It Is
No children in the playground
No lovers in the park
No laughter from the corner bar
Not even after dark
This world so full of wonder
now sealed-off like a tomb
And just when springtime fills the air
with lilacs in full bloom
It's never been so quiet
It's never been so sad
And those who aren't dying
are slowly going mad
I had my solo dinner
I took my daily walk
It's nothing like it used to be
when we would sit and talk
I don't know where it's going
and no one really does
But all we long and pray for
is that it just be like it was
Pandemic Poem
Wearing masks is now the norm
Be it in sunshine or in storm
Accept we must this current style
But how are we to see a smile?
Sunday Pandemic Poem
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The air has never been so fresh
the sky so clear and blue
But when this plague is over
I wonder what we'll do
Have the spiritual awakening
that most are hoping for
Or go back to treating Mother Earth
like she's our fucking whore
Pandemic, Monday
Older and fatter, that's what I'll be
when the world once again
gets a good look at me
Stronger and braver and more rested
I guess
But Ill be wearing a mumu
instead of a dress
My 77th Christmas
And so this is Christmas
and I'm here alone
But it's by my own choosing
so no need to moan
It's a pandemic Christmas
and I don't wanna die
So let's celebrate this one
next 4th of July